The real me??

Just now I read back all the testimonial where my friends sent me! very touched…I also not realize that I was such a friendly, cheerful..etc girl!! Friends, yes..I know..I changed a lot since the day I left ipoh to penang, actually…penang environment, penang ppl, penang everythings really changed me..I become a cool girl, I no longer a friendly girl.

Yes, in the testimonial u all wrote to me, u all mentioned I have a sweet smile..because my face looks cool if without the smile..but in penang..I become a cool girl, even if I smile, is not from my heart..I dunno why, but I just hate all the pretending ppl…I dun like! DUN LIKE! I also dunno u all r pretending or maybe I think of too much…hope is I think too much..but anyway, I graduated! I try to keep in touch with u all, but rejected by u all…so what I can do is accept the facts..

Ipoh, a place I miss the most…because the most happy time in my life happened in Ipoh! The best friend I meet in my life I found in ipoh! The great partner I feel I can hold his hand forever I found in Ipoh!

Everytime I went back Ipoh, I will become a friendly, cheerful girl again…y I cannot remain this kind of attitude after I return to Penang? Hmm…I think is because the characteristics btw Pg ppl and Iph ppl..I try to be friendly..but they will think ur friendliness sure carried with sth…

Actually, I really tired of all those things..I tired with my life..a 23 years old gal’s mouth came out with such things..wired right!! Haha…I know things will not follow the way we want it to be..I have to accept what happening right now…

In facts, I’m quite happy with what happening nowadays, what I having now..I hope this will last forever..at least the love from u..

One Response to “The real me??”

  1. -Devil's Child- Says:

    hi ying, try not to think too much, not good for u and the relationship between u and ur frens..anyway, the life of studying and working is different..even me got cheated last time, there’s not all true frens when working together..jealsousy, hatre all come together when it comes to work..but trust me, we all in ipoh and me will always be there for u..try ur best to be uself..all doesn’t matter as long as u’r comfortable with it..

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